Suffocating
I am suffocating
Consumed by the numbing pain
Drowning
I am drowning
The guilt pours from my being
Like a heavy rain
Crushing
I am crushed
By the shame I feel
From day-to-day
Agony
I'm in agony
The memories keeps resurfacing
And they won't go away
Lost
I am lost
Like a soul stuck
wandering a desert alone
Foolish
I am foolish
For thinking it'd be easy
For my life to restart
Broken,alone,,confused Fear fills my mind Loneliness fills my heart Voices surround me “It will get better” A phrase I hear every day That's what they all say But will I be okay? I want to scream, I w
It's hard to believe the things that I've faced, The monsters that I've chased The energy that went to waste The times my heart was being held together by a paste When I could barely hold on It's hard
It's funny how my mood goes Up, down, up, down I wish I could tell it to just Calm down, calm down I'm tired of being so Up, up, up! And then crashing so low So down, down, down I'm sorry I can't cont