It's funny how my mood goes
Up, down, up, down
I wish I could tell it to just
Calm down, calm down
I'm tired of being so
Up, up, up!
And then crashing so low
So down, down, down
I'm sorry I can't control
Myself, myself
I would if I could but it's
Up, down, up, down
Broken,alone,,confused Fear fills my mind Loneliness fills my heart Voices surround me “It will get better” A phrase I hear every day That's what they all say But will I be okay? I want to scream, I w
It's hard to believe the things that I've faced, The monsters that I've chased The energy that went to waste The times my heart was being held together by a paste When I could barely hold on It's hard
I smile because honestly, I don't know what else to do I want to be the happy, free, careless person I used to be I want my younger self I want back the person whose anxiety didn't hold them hostage I