(Written August 2022)
I saw your message
Saw your message
Hope you're doing fine
I can't seem to type a message
Type a message
I'm alright
I'm paralyzed, repeating words
Repeating words
Soothing me
But I saw your message
Saw your message
Wish I could reply
Broken,alone,,confused Fear fills my mind Loneliness fills my heart Voices surround me “It will get better” A phrase I hear every day That's what they all say But will I be okay? I want to scream, I w
It's hard to believe the things that I've faced, The monsters that I've chased The energy that went to waste The times my heart was being held together by a paste When I could barely hold on It's hard
It's funny how my mood goes Up, down, up, down I wish I could tell it to just Calm down, calm down I'm tired of being so Up, up, up! And then crashing so low So down, down, down I'm sorry I can't cont