(Written June 2022)
Panic in my chest
Nothing to my breath
I am just a mess
Can't breathe
I swear I'm okay
Just another day
This is just a phase
You say
"You will get through this,"
but you seem to miss
All the little breaths
I can't get
I don't think that's how
I don't know right now
Forgotten how to breathe
This is just me
Panic in my chest
Weightlessness is best
Crumble to my knees
Help me.
Broken,alone,,confused Fear fills my mind Loneliness fills my heart Voices surround me “It will get better” A phrase I hear every day That's what they all say But will I be okay? I want to scream, I w
It's hard to believe the things that I've faced, The monsters that I've chased The energy that went to waste The times my heart was being held together by a paste When I could barely hold on It's hard
It's funny how my mood goes Up, down, up, down I wish I could tell it to just Calm down, calm down I'm tired of being so Up, up, up! And then crashing so low So down, down, down I'm sorry I can't cont