When Love Turns Suspicious

I knew you loved me

When you gave me

Things you knew I liked

I knew you loved me

When you wrapped me

In your arms

I knew you loved me

When your texts

Were full of happiness

I knew you loved me

When you went out of your way

To get me to come by

But when you revealed

That you were in on

Something that hurt me bad

And when you made those

Comments that sliced

Every hope I had in half

Or when you talked that

Trash about me

And put me down, down, on the ground

Not so gently

Did my love grow

Suspicious of what it once was

I thought I knew

I thought you loved me

But that love brought me lots of hurt

So, suspicious

I withdrew and

Now I'm here, peering in

You're still right there,

Now I'm right here

Is it possible that I am wrong?

Perhaps I should stay

Away from you

But I miss you

I miss loving you

Like I used to

I miss the innocence in my life

I miss the sparkle

That filled my eyes

When I managed to make you smile

But I think I love you

Even though you

Broke my heart a million times

But love's suspicious

When it's been broken

In a hundred different ways

I still love you

Do you love me? I'd like to try again someday